I become hot, and it is possible for nothing today if I worry about the ... future that I should try hard all day long again on the next day when I should do my best on that day all day long. Therefore I think only on a day, and try it hard, and ... thinks every day tomorrow the day after tomorrow from now on only on the day because I cannot advance earlier if I think that this bitterness continues all the time and. It is words of mother who gave me it on a day to reach a bride.